What a dreamer.

Alritey. Finally some free time and inspiration to do an update.

Let's see... This semester's exams seem to be gone in a flash. Never really mug alot. But somehow the time just passed Fuper FFast. So... how were the papers...

• LSM 3213 Molecular and Cellular Neurobiology - Hopefully the 60% paper will be able to pull up my under par CA. Should be ok.
  


• SC1101E Making NO sense of Society- Gone. GG
  


• LSM 3251- Ecology and Environmental Processes - Should be fine. 40% paper. 30MCQs and 2 essays. Should be ok.

So... now I am on left with 7days and a paper. LSM 3221- Human Pharmacology. Need to score this man. Otherwise... My Cap.......Fdropped.

Hmm.. All the late nights... Lead to a damaged face. damn it.. stupid yixiong saw me and was like as if I am disfigured la.... I need help. Like can some pro girls bring me go see some skin consultant. like seriously.

Ok. And today I went climbing. IT WAS LIKE FACKED! LIKE SERIOUSLY PACKED. all the jc kids. oh well. Michelle's first climb after numerous years. But I wasn't a good host la... too engrossed with my own climbing and Matthew's nice routes. haHaa. All the studying really brought down my climbing a little. The technique and stuff still there.. but the stamina ah.. oh my. I kinda exerted too fast too furious? And i felt like puking. Maybe overcrowding led to low oxygen level....hMm... Hopefully will be in time for Pumpfest.... 16th MAY! ; )

and..... I saw this nice pair of climbing pants.......Dragon Climber. I like. It's those kind convertible between berms and pants. Cool stuff. Hai. no money. The pants will be handy for europe's grad trip... Which brings me to the next point....

Saw Kelly Khiew at CA. So was just talking to her.. Then I decided to ask her about her trip to Europe in preparation for my own trip next year ( I know its still some time away.. But its always good to look forward to something). So she was telling me about accomodations and stuff in SPAIN. SO looking forward to it. Yixiang and I need some YING spirit. If you are eligible to join us (like Zhaoxiu) please apply via godspeed07@gmail.com or vitaminx75@hotmail.com. Thanks!
We are being ambitious. 2months max- SPAIN, ITALY, FRANCE and UK.

Ok... I talked alot for one post. Could have been more. But I summarized quite abit.

Some random pictures....

If you scroll to the post exactly around this time last year. you will see exactly the same thing. According to SHU, redbull makes you FFAT.

A Mushroom cloud. Or... with abit more imagination...... a turtle! can visualise?

Say it with Music

I NEED TO DECLARE THIS....

I don't know since when.......BUT... I put on BLOODY 3KG of FATS? MUSCLES?

wth....Must be all the non stop eating while mugging.

This is what I eat each day as I study.

• 1 chocolate ice cream.


• One packet of economic rice with alot of meat.


• One packet of milo


• Alot of chocolate ( bOOSt, Hershey blah blah blah)


• Alot of Kueh


• Chips..

ARGH.......... SYF = Single, Young, FUNNY FAT (no wonder my knees have been giving me so much problem these days when I run)

Oh well. Time to cut down on all this rubbish. Alritey. Oh YA. Which reminds me... I went for Supper on Saturday aannnnd..... MONDAY.. alot of damage done.

Crowne Plaza

Hmm.. so much for tonight. Studying neurology is not easy.... seriously.

And I have sorted of confirmed my FYP Project. IF nothing goes wrong, I will be doing something along this line..

Effects of TCM on Diabetics rats ---> Anti-diabetics screening

Hopes this is fun. One thing off my mind.. Thanks for the advise in making this decision.

Hmm.... I feel weird. Need to say it out.. but how.

Hmm... So little time left.... I wish I know.

Defining right and wrong

I hate studying for arts module. Open book exams. read Read REad READ... just keep reading and reading. damn it. Pissed. I hate reading. SERIOUSLY.

Ok.. Here's what I have learnt from the FAMILY SOCIOLOGY LECTURE...

4Factors to MATE SELECTION

1. Pure romantic love
   
2. Marriage resources (economic and cultural capital)---> This is the assets in term of financial assets, status, values, tastes and knowledge that we bring to the marriage market to attract mates and compete against rivals.
   
3. Third parties ---> A marriage between people from 2different groups may threaten the internal cohesion of one or both groups. As such, whom we fall in love with and choose to marry is determined partly by the influence of these third parties.
   
4. Demograhic (propinquity)---> Whome we fall in love with and choose to marry is determined partly by the size, geographical disperon and sex ratio of the groups we belong to and the social composition of the local marriage markets we frequent.

Factor 2+3+4 will give us the degree of endogamy (marrying within a group).

As a result of the operation of these three sets of social forces, the process of falling in love and choosing a mate is far from random. Social forces constrain our choices to varying degrees...

Understand what I am writing? You must read the full text to understand. The gist is... it is rare that our choice is governed just by pure romantic love.

Ok. I am just being naggy. Hmm.... Having time alone these days really set me thinking. As the semester draws to a close, I reflected on my past decisions... Every single one of them. Do they actually make sense? I am not sure myself. I think I have changed. Changed to a person whom I dont really understand myself. Hmm.... Its just weird sometimes when you look behind into time, and realise all the folly I have committed.

Anyway.. I emailed DSO.. got a negative reply. Means I cannot do my FYP with them anymore. Trying to locate more Profs now... hopefully something related to sports..... or exercise performance I hope....

I cant concentrate now.

I leave you with a song yet again.. old school... but same effect

Ask for it. And you shall not get it

Hmm.... So much have been happening. So much as that I no longer know where I am heading.

mostly school work. Kinda screw up this semester. We shall see....

No nice photos this time round. No time to take. No mood to take.

I just want to get over this semester and everything else.

I am growing white hair at the speed of light. Almost. I just don't know what to say. Wheeeeeeeeeeeee.............

If only. Till then.