Busted

Hmm.... Was chatting on the phone with my sister.

Fiddling around and try to stand up one legged from a sitting position.

Crap. My left knee feels busted.

For those of you who haven knew, my left knee has been giving me alot of problem since army.

It seems to be aggravating. Fast... and bad....

I cant do sit ins........ I cant sit cross legged. I cant do butterflies.

OH MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

What should I do now........................................................................................

Should I wait till it is totally busted then see a doctor?

or

Should I go consult a doctor ASAP?

I have alot of concerns....
1. Money and cost
2. WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO MY CLIMBING FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MAN..... i just cant bring myself to think about it.........
3. How long will it take to heal?
4. Any other implications?

AH....................................................................... I just cant bring myself to think what will happen if i go for a surgery. Oh man.......

I am not a person who will sit down... I must run. I must move around......................................

please...heal me.